OLD THINGS

Assalammualaikum ,

Salam Sejahtera ,

Aku betul-betul rindu nak buat perkara yang kitorg selalu buat dulu . Saying that "things" before went to sleep . Tell me how much that you love me . I just miss the old time . the old things that we usually do . why can't we do that again ? do I the only one who want that happen again . the reason is just , when the next morning , I have a reason to smile again , because I know someone love me . but why can't he understand that . even though i am so sleepy , i still make some times to say that 'things' . I just want you treat me different . different with others . appreciate me when i'm around . the reason that i like to sit alone , being silence , it's just i want you to came to me , talk to me , joke around with me , making a conversation with me . but why , at the end , it just like that , left alone . making hope , start the dream . I can't say all that in front you . it is because I want you understand me . but why , why it is just me . why can't you understand me . this blog is like my diary , I am not telling anyone about my feeling , so I keep it . but for how long do i need to keep it alone . it hurt so bad . inside me . why it's look like i am the only one being serious in this relationship . i'm tired , tired of having this feeling .

XOXO - C -

The Same Reason

Assalammualaikum ,

Salam Sejahtera .

So, it was the same reason he mad at me . WAE ?! hurh ! seriously ?! takda reason lain ke nak marah cik abang oii ? please la . penat nak marah . penat nak merajuk . penat nak pujuk . penat nak ckp benda sama . penat awak . P.E.N.A.T . tapi awak ? you keep doing the same things . lain kali list kan semua benda yg awak tak suka saya buat . easy right? hurhh . you know , now a day , i learn how to ignore those feeling . control my feeling . 

XOXO - C -

JUST THAT ?!

Assalammualikum 

Salam Sejahtera , 

HAISHHHHHHHHHHH ! Dia ni dah kenapa . nak marah aku pulak . pasal tu je pun , takkan la nak marah . hanya sebab aku tutup fon dia nak marah . what ?! dah kenapa ?! dia ingat baran dia je . aku punya baran tak ingat pulak . sebelum ni dia sakitkan hati aku , ada aku marah dia , ada aku ckp aku sakit hati dengan dia . TAKDA ! sikit pun tak . aku relax je . pendam sorang-sorang . dia pulak nak emo lebih . kang aku keluar baran aku kang , baru tahu . HUH ! pastu aku ckp perkataan tu , dia balas "Yela" . aku mula la nak angin , tapi ada aku ckp ?! ada ?! TAKDA LA AWAK !!!! TAKDA !! aku sabar je semalam , kalau tak dah lama aku ungkit pasal yang dulu tu . asal awak ni hah ? kenapa nak buat saya rasa mcm ni ? kenapa ? tak boleh ke sekali je awak paham perasaan saya . kalau awak dah bosan dgn saya , just end it . tapi reason awak marah saya semalam , memang tak masuk akal langsung . JUST BECAUSE I SWITCH OFF THE PHONE ! wajar ke nak marah , aku dah la emosi tak berapa nak stabil semalam , dia pulak . HARAM ! penat la kalau mcm ni je . adoyaii , tusyen jap lagi ada dia . tapi aku mcm malas nak jumpa dia . HUH ! sakit hati ni sebenarnya tak baik lagi . bengkak hati ni awak tahu tak , bengkak ! saya yang sepatutnya marah awak pasal haritu , tapi masa tu awak tgh sedih pasal bapa saudara awak meninggal . tapi saya boleh paham  . saya pendam je . takda pun nak marah . tapi bila tgk awak marah saya semalam pasal benda kecik tu je , awak buat saya nak marah pasal haritu tu . awak ingat saya robot , takda perasaan ? gggggggrrrrrrrrr ! huh~ sabar C , sabar . puasa . puasa . biarkan jela pasal ni , dia baru baik demam tu , tu yg mcm tu . think positive  okay C ? jangan jadikan benda tu kudis dekat kau . it's just the beginning . kau kuat C , kau kuat .

XOXOX - C -

Dia dan BEG !!!!

Assalamualaikum,

Salam Sejahtera .

OMG ! OMG ! OMG ! seriously ?! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! aku macam tak percaya je hari ni . Si B suruh aku pegangkan beg dia . What ?! macam tak percaya je . aku pun apa lagi gembira dalam hati je la . takkan nak tunjuk kot . giler ! cari nahas aku . btw,  aku still support si B even dia bukan satu rumah sukan dengan aku . Wahhhhh ! esok si B ada acara melompat , tapi kaki dia sakit. tu la tadi tak warm up dulu . pakai baling je . kan dah sakit . dah tahu , tapi tak buat . dia ni kan . hishh ! kan dah sakit . tapi si B ni still kisah pasal deal antara kitorg tu . aku tak kisah pun pasal deal tu . aku main2 je pasal deal tu . tapi si B beria pulak nak adil . Haishhhh ! si B ni suka la buat aku ada perasaan dekat dia . suka buat aku rasa mcm apa je . Si B ni . adoyaiii . and I still can't believe it ! ahhhh . so , esok pagi acara aku . ahh ! excited right know ! first time aku masuk olahraga ni . aku harap aku dapat la nombor 1 . cehhhh ! berangan ! I will do the best for myself and for my team . but , the sad part is , this is our last last year :'( . next year , dah tak boleh buat dah macam tahun ni . sedihhhh ! btw , I am still happy for what happen at me today . I hope that "such things" can happen to me AGAIN ! Haha . Tamak la aku ni XD .

XOXO - C -

Mirrors - Justin Timberlake

Assalammualaikum .

Salam Sejahtera .

Aku suka satu lagu ni . lagu Mirrors , mmg best la lagu ni . maksud lagu ni pun mendalam kot . musik dia pun slow , memang best la , so ni dia lirik dgn lagu dia . selamat mendengar dan menyanyi . Haha . 

Justin Timberlake - Mirrors  <----- tekan ini untuk musik

Aren't you somethin' to admire?
'Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and
The glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always
Parallel on the other side

'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Aren't you somethin', an original
'Cause it doesn't seem merely a sample
And I can't help but stare, 'cause
I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you
You reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time

'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now (please show me, baby)
I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
'Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

You are, you are the love of my life [x10]

Now you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

You are, you are the love of my life [x8]

Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

You are, you are the love of my life [x16]

XOXO - C -

Spaghetti

Assalammualaikum,,

Salam Sejahtera .

Today's breakfast , 

It will be macaroni spaghetti !!

Ahhhh! my favorite ~

jadi , jemput makan yaa~ 

Haha XD

XOXO - C -